31 January 2010

Gone Fishin'


Not really. Just going to take a short break. Maybe a few days - maybe longer - will have to see.

If you can't say something nice - don't say anything at all. This is where I find myself lately.

Feeling a little sad too. The one true champion in my life is no longer here. My Dad. He really thought I was special. He was a great person. I try to live everyday in his example, and I don't do a very good job. It will be almost 4 years now since he died. He died 10 Feb - A Friday. We buried him on Valentine's Day. I have so much I want to say; I just don't know how to say it.

Bye for now - for a while.

Photo: My parents, just before my Dad got sick, with my Olivia and my Enzo. I wish I had more digital pictures (have others from my old Nikon - need to get that scanner out :-) of my healthy Dad - the runner, the cigar smoker, the big International executive, the down to earth friend, neighbor, father, husband - the loving grandfather (he and Olivia had such a special relationship - and, now, as she prepares to make her confirmation this week, it is a little sad because, while his family will be here and while she's taken his mother's name - Veronica - as her confirmation name, he won't be here, and it would have been important to him. Of course, I'll wear his ruby ring - I do when I want to feel his presence - and I'll look for signs that he's watching....:-).

3 comments:

Emily said...

I'm sorry you are feeling sad...

Sue said...

No one can take the place of the parent who not only let you march to your own drummer, but could hear the beat as well.
You do him proud...

Sherri said...

Thank you - valued friends of MANY years. Really.